1/13/10 What Am I Doing?
There is a lot I do not yet know, much still for me to learn,
hard to think I will forget you, while my wheels continue to turn,
all the liquor stores are closed, so I figure I will just lay in dark,
close my eyes to light, as the thought of you is the brightest spark.
Gets me down that we must always stay, as the closest of friends,
even though we spoke the intoxicated truth, your metal refuses to bend,
but that one shared moment, was enough to cause an emotional accident,
really wish I never felt this way, feel like dollar bills, way too spent.
I hate that this happened, this is the worst possible scam,
I hate realizing I am Jim, and you seem to be my Pam,
I know the right from the wrong, know everyone learns from their mistakes,
but it is hard to think us wrong, when I know that nothing was fake.
1/13/10 Everytime
Everytime you turn away, and say bye without a care,
you rip a part of my heart, and take a piece of me with you there,
you may still be able to knock out my lights, and you seem to always leave me crying,
I will still find a way to be happy, and my lights will start shining.
Everytime we argue, you always seem to win,
I am always the one apologizing, since there is still a piece of you under my skin,
please come back to me, I can barely stand on my own two feet,
it figures you were my bike stand, and I need you back to ever feel complete.
Just like chemistry, everytime I get close it seems too right,
no matter how painful your beauty is, I will always think of you at night,
everytime I see the stars, I wish they were through a different window,
I hate myself for allowing it to happen over the phone, and for simply just letting you go.
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